Sunday, July 09, 2006
donno i suddenly got the urge to blog. perhaps from after what i heard from a friend of mine talking about her own life then i come to realise what i've done so far. good things, bad things, things others did to me and things i did to others. i shall not name her. the things she did made me have certain change in some of my thinking.
today the show i watched oso made me realised things arent as simple as before. things that u believed in the past may have a certain change now. people are so hard to believe in these days..
why?
these are some things i couldnt explain verbally or by expressing out. it's just within me, carved onto me. my perception of life changes events after events. memories are sweet, memories are painful. thrs no way i can turn back time so the only way is to live with it.
i wanted to apologise for how i treated you in the past but it just seems so difficult. sorry seems to be the hardest words. nobodi will know it.. even if u finished reading this entry.
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